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Feb. 15th, 2013 12:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
glamjamYesterday was a shitty day. I wanted it to not be, and managed most of the day okay, but it was sucking hardcore by the evening. I felt like an asshole for crying bitterly after my bff called to tell me how awesome her Valentine's day was. Last year they were still getting over cancer, so of course I was genuinely happy that they had such a nice day, but I was also super envious of them having such a perfect V-day.
I spent yesterday covering a shift at IOW, which meant I didn't have time for plasma. Today's my normal day for IOW, so I don't have time for plasma today, either. I was there alone most of yesterday and Ryan barely said 2 sentences to me all day. My parents went out for a Valentine's lunch, but I had to go to IOW, so I couldn't go.
I don't know. It was just one of those days when you really want to feel loved and acknowledged by people you care about, but that doesn't happen, so you feel like shit. I guess the difference from it being a crappy day for someone single is that I *have* people I care about, I just didn't get to interact with them at all.
Meh.
I spent yesterday covering a shift at IOW, which meant I didn't have time for plasma. Today's my normal day for IOW, so I don't have time for plasma today, either. I was there alone most of yesterday and Ryan barely said 2 sentences to me all day. My parents went out for a Valentine's lunch, but I had to go to IOW, so I couldn't go.
I don't know. It was just one of those days when you really want to feel loved and acknowledged by people you care about, but that doesn't happen, so you feel like shit. I guess the difference from it being a crappy day for someone single is that I *have* people I care about, I just didn't get to interact with them at all.
Meh.
